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Kozue Sakurada spent 13 years taking over 30,000 selfies. This was not an act of vanity, but a data-driven mission to reclaim her self-worth through makeup, skincare, and fashion.
According to her Instagram posts, the ridicule began in her childhood, leaving the 50-year-old Japanese woman with deep emotional scars.
A male classmate once looked at her and repeated the word "ugly" to her face 10 times.
Other boys even created a parody of a children's song to mock her large nose. By her early 20s, the trauma made her so anxious that she would flee trains if she thought people were laughing at her.
The catalyst for change arrived when Sakurada was 37. After her boyfriend told her, "If only you could be a bit prettier", and subsequently dumped her, she decided to make changes for herself.
Sakurada shunned cosmetic surgery in favour of a more analytical approach. She studied fashion trends in magazines and on social media, taking daily full-body selfies in the mirror to track her progress.
She treated her transformation like a scientific study. She experimented with different styles, adjusting skirt lengths by 1cm at a time, and testing various necklines to see what suited her body.
To better understand her frame, she underwent a skeletal analysis. She eventually concluded that casual styles like shirts and trousers suited her much better than cute, girly dresses.
Despite her outward changes, Sakurada suffered a breakdown during a psychology lecture at 40. It was only by returning to her childhood hobby of sewing clothes that she truly began to heal.
"During a psychology workshop, I tried on a skirt I had made myself and felt it looked better than expected," Sakurada said.
She realised that her own feelings mattered more than the approval of others.
After 13 years, 30,000 photos, and 10 years of iteration, Sakurada learned that the secret to beauty lies in the heart. She believes that the more people accept themselves, the more beautiful they become.
Her journey has resonated with thousands online. One netizen noted that her beauty is the product of her own hard work, describing her look as natural, intentional, and not manufactured.
Another viewer described the transformation as a redemption of the soul.
Sakurada continues to cherish her journey of self-improvement, proving that knowledge and persistence can, in fact, change one's fate.
